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...bleh. angry blurbles. okay first... not eating is like the worst thing you can do while trying to loose weight you ahve to eat at least 1,000 calories a day in order for your body not to like that it is starving itself.. and not eating will actually make you gain more weight.. you can make healthy choices of eating.. like having an salad instead of pizza... and secondly, you could take a walk like 3 times a week go for a mile walk at least, make suer to get your blood pumping though.. try loose things before you just dont eat.. and just remember it takes any where from a couple of weeks to a month befoe you see any dramatic changes.. and thirdly.. im sure people care.. as a matter of fact im know people care.... well i hoep this helps bye[aireal] 2008-09-08 00:31:16

bitching about the binging.always pt1(see intro) i like it x
[wipemytears]
2008-08-31 07:09:29

Always (INTRO)-------and usual rambles. how tall are u?? 142 reallly isnt badd at al..ur def not fat girl!![sodapop4] 2008-08-30 20:38:09

my thoughts:teen pregnancy+mia...(and my randoms.) look dont kow who you thnk you are but i have a baby i think you need to think about whatcould be going on in our lifes when we got pregnant instead of judging us.[Jannett] 2008-08-30 17:16:28

EDIT:updates. i was having fun with sizes...lol

I'm 16.

.~Stuffage and everyfin wif it~.

-Jovonnah Rabbit

[DearGan]
2008-08-29 17:05:42

EDIT:updates. i was having fun with sizes...lol well done on the job!

don't worry about your weight with all that working out your bound to burn it off

xx foodbloodysux
[foodbloodysux]
2008-08-29 16:39:09

as if one entry a day wasn't enough...lol wow! with the calories - well doneVery Happy

xx foodbloodysux
[foodbloodysux]
2008-08-27 01:23:10

as if one entry a day wasn't enough...lol

I guess not, eh? Maybe I should learn to look before I comment, eh, love?

-Jovonnah Rabbit

[DearGan]
2008-08-26 23:24:09

as if one entry a day wasn't enough...lol

Are you new here? Haven't seen you, love.

-Jovonnah Rabbit

[DearGan]
2008-08-26 23:21:53

dlfhlkdjflskdfj;

my hubby's 8 years older then me. my mom is 23y older the my dad. age isn't the excuse lol. if he's boring i understand not going back out, though.

glad to see you're back down to 145, hopefully i will be soon. i can't believe i let myself get this big again, after getting down to 135...i'm a loser....

[fadingobsession]
2008-08-25 09:21:07

OMG it's like CHRISTMAS!!! Are you anorexic? because I thinkyou should tell someone about this. Anorexia Nervosa is a really harmful disease. It's great that your moving, But really fasting is so so bad for you. It's actually worse to fast than it is to eat. Please Please for the sake of yourself and your family get some help. I don't mean this sarcastically, but really, Anorexia can be treated. [MaddyG1707] 2008-08-19 01:49:03

EDIT:omg. random. no substance. you are very interesting...[JusTCaLLMePeyton] 2008-08-16 03:23:16

oh god, that was good...and bad...

yes i have. it was really hard at first, but after i trained myself to ignore the voices in my head it got easier.

random fact, my waist measurement is 28.5 don't be so hard on yourself.

[fadingobsession]
2008-08-12 00:10:48

oye...updates 1 hey! i read like sum of your first entrys and youv lost a heaps weight! so i need tips ans stuff man, howd you do it, howd you stay in control and stuff!? lol
[blondie92]
2008-08-03 04:48:16

oye...updates 1 dude i know you've probably heard this before but i seriously think that 144 is good for 5'8"!!

anyway good luck with the maintaining thing though... and the amenorrhea...

xx foodbloodysux

[foodbloodysux]
2008-07-21 10:53:01

bleed like me...(edited)

Good luck! I'm vegan if you have any questions =)

[iheartimprov]
2008-07-10 23:50:40

bleed like me...(edited) Stay Strong girly! Good job with the size 7 pants! Keep up the good work![SecretObsession108] 2008-07-10 22:47:23

bridesmaids dresses! t'was fun. omg yeah totally tuesday's perfect! how long are we aiming for?- whats the laongest you've gone without food?

o and here these r my fasting rules:

no food or chewing gum (DUH)
only water
and one drink per day. etc coke, tea

tell me if u wnna edit them etc...

xx foodbloodysux
[foodbloodysux]
2008-07-04 10:21:47

bridesmaids dresses! t'was fun. Bite your foot off?? lolololol Good job girl im proud of you you've come a long way! Stay Strong and good luck with your sis hope she's gorgeous on her wedding day![SecretObsession108] 2008-07-04 08:56:55

bridesmaids dresses! t'was fun.

size 6 u bitch! 1 away from a zero.

i'm dying of jealousy.

[ObsessiveLovage]
2008-07-03 21:45:34

bridesmaids dresses! t'was fun. how smalls a size 6? a size 6 in australia is like tinnnnnnnnnnnny... the smallest size lol[surferschoice] 2008-07-03 20:36:45

bridesmaids dresses! t'was fun. ya i think i was a size 6 too....  :) good job keep it up ! [humdinger] 2008-07-03 19:58:24

BELLY BUTTON!!! Very cute girly![SecretObsession108] 2008-07-03 16:06:39

BELLY BUTTON!!! omg

that wud totally work!! the fasting together thing!! im sorry if u just saud that for the sake of it but u wan to do that its totally on... just comment me the dates etc... i can last 2 and a hlf days - might nd to know that...

good luck either way
xx foodbloodysux

[foodbloodysux]
2008-07-03 12:52:01

ug. deleted it. in short....

yeah!i get obsessive over reading symptons and causes of bulimia and anorexia for some reason...

x

[iwantperfection]
2008-07-02 12:27:31

edit:shmerbles...

exactly.it does feel like a competition.thankyou :)

x

[iwantperfection]
2008-06-30 12:26:22

edit:shmerbles...

i feel the same way you do, with the i will's...

i've added you.

[fadingobsession]

2008-06-29 16:32:28

edit:shmerbles...

thats what i thought would happen to me if my friends found out, but i doubt we will ever have time to talk about it in private, but seriously, im not that glad..i mean why am i jealous of her???

[iwantperfection]

2008-06-29 14:04:18

bleh Been there done that! Its not that you ate 4 pounds worth of crap its that you binge and you got bloated which adds weight to you. Im telling you, the next time you binge, before you purge look atyou stomach in the mirror and I swear it'll look like your pregnant lol I hate it! Stay Strong![SecretObsession108] 2008-06-27 09:21:24

i'm tired so it'll be short...or so i thought. i know it's not as simple as waking up a changed person, but i wish it was! i understand it takes time, caring and understanding.. that's what i'm here for.

i'm glad you were moved by the entry, and that it didn't give the wrong impression. i don't want to offend anyone by it, i just want to make change, however little it may be.

xx dean.

[crucifix]
2008-06-23 20:17:19

i'm tired so it'll be short...or so i thought. Thanks for the comment. Stay Strong![SecretObsession108] 2008-06-23 17:15:40

i'm tired so it'll be short...or so i thought. That is my favorite song by coldplay...and favorite line. Also, we are the same weight, with the same goals! Although...500-600 calories isn't enough...your body will store it all as fat because it's not getting enough nutrition. I've dieted and the pounds didn't come out until I started eating more...

I'm the queen of lazy.

[BehindSmile21]
2008-06-23 02:10:08

edit:local bands rock, random, PICS!

Awww thanks sooo much for the comment! You always make me feel better when Im going through sh*t! Thanks girly, your like a sister to me. Thanks so much! Stay Strong!Mr. Green

[SecretObsession108]
2008-06-22 23:19:40

edit:local bands rock, random, PICS! you are very pretty!!! i love your hair!!! everyone comes in different sizes, by the way. being skin and bones is extremely unhealthy and NOT NATURAL! its not pretty either[frootloopedcheerio] 2008-06-21 10:00:20

ug. seriously ignore this i'm just bitching. life. Thanks for the comment girly!! Stay Strong![SecretObsession108] 2008-06-18 23:10:28

ug. seriously ignore this i'm just bitching. life. Stay Strong! I agree with the comment below![SecretObsession108] 2008-06-18 23:08:41

updates, rambling, etc. i'll try to add pics later

Hi,

Thanks for my comment but I am no thinspo!!!  I think I am up past 110 now and totally freaking out!!!  I am 5 feet 6 inches.

How are you doing?

Trinity

[misplacedmandy]
2008-06-15 15:34:07

updates, rambling, etc. i'll try to add pics later Stay Storng dearest! We will be thin and don't go binge crazy because your period hasn't came and you need to gain weight so the doctor wont suspect anything! Girly im proud of you for losing weight thats great! Stay Strong your doing great! [SecretObsession108] 2008-06-13 13:39:02

home!/purging question

sprite worked the best when i was in the hospital

[MrsDetroit]
2008-06-11 22:12:22

home!/purging question

as long as your gaggin right, the bubbles will help no matter what kind it is

[lildarkshadow]

2008-06-11 20:58:48

GRADUATED!!!

CONGRATS on graduating... lucky!

Uhh for real? no she defo does change everyone bt not me yet! I mean the onlt thing ana changed is my thoughts+eating+exercise...(if even)

what do you do diff??

stay strong=)

Love&Support,chloe xxxxxxxxxx

[ObsessiveLovage]
2008-06-03 18:11:54

GRADUATED!!!

I missed you too!Can't believe you graduated! CONGRADULATIONS!!!!

Im sooooo Proud of you! I was trying to post you these cute lttle graphics but it's not doing it for some reason. Im so happy for you! Im glad you finally wrote lol Reading this entry makes me realise how much of a fatass I really am! Im going on a HUGE fast starting monday! You are free to join me if you'd like. Love you girly. I wish you the best in EVERYTHING that comes to you. We will be thin! Stay Strong!

[SecretObsession108]
2008-05-31 21:05:30

hopefully falling out of failure... rambles.

Girly I suggest you go on google youtube and every other Pro ana site you can find and just look a thinspo and tips and videos. Just brain wash your mind in to getting Ana back, believe me she will come. Welcome back to the struggle, we missed you! Stay Strong!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lrim96TChb4

[SecretObsession108]
2008-05-28 12:59:47

hopefully falling out of failure... rambles.

I hope you do it=) and come on again and update daily-er=) lol.. glad your back on track...

you wanna b 120? or u are 120??

go girl!

Love&Support, Chloe xxxxxxxx

[ObsessiveLovage]
2008-05-27 03:31:18

rambling... When I used to be really skinny (111-112) I had no boobs either!
I ended up getting a breast augmentation. I love it lol!
My lemonade diet made me lose eight pounds in like 2 days!
I started it Friday and I weighed 153 (yuck I know!)
Then today (Saturday) I weighed 145!!
And today all I had to eat was two oranges!
I'm starving! but I love it![JuicyGirl]
2008-05-18 00:39:09

rambling... haha i like the boob comments. I actually like being a little flatter the only annoying part is all the extra sag from boobs that used to be larger. Hah thats the annoying part. My lil sister hates her dd boobs and literally wants to chop them off. Be happy! Maybe ill take you advice and go lay out in the sun shine... hmmm
[secretwords]
2008-05-17 12:14:11

rambling...

Hehe no boobs?? ahhhr stinger! Ah sure theres always padding! still you've gotten somewhere right?? Keep going girlie stay strong..=)

Love&SupportAlways, Chloe xxxxxx

[ObsessiveLovage]
2008-05-17 10:50:41

rambles, GOT A JOB! Thanks sooooo much for the comment!!!! Good for you on getting that job!!! Stay strong!Mr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-05-07 15:38:21

rambles, GOT A JOB!

i don't have period either. [i spot for one day maybe, ocasionaly]. all my dr. will do is put me on birth control to bring it back. [i go the 28th for that appointment].

how tall are you?

congrats on the job.

stay strong starve on-fadingobsession

[fadingobsession]
2008-05-07 10:50:52

N/A I sooo kn0ow how you feel! It's like I can't stop eating either! I mean I haven't purged in three f***ing days! Thats why Im fasting tomorrow and for the rest of the week. You in?? We will be thin girly. We just have to STAY STRONG! Love ya!Mr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-05-04 17:53:25

happiness/sadness...i guess. WOW you do have some mixed emotions goin on! lol But 400 kcal thats not much for one day, the body needs at least 1500 to function all the organs and muscles and your brain for a day properlly. Smile thinspo pix scare me sometimes they look so drained like they need a big mac in front of them. lol. but hey hope all stays happy for ya! Smile[MyStErIoUs92664] 2008-05-02 04:21:17

BUSY busy busy...when did that happen? I hate how food is at every ecent too!!!! Exspeacially in my family!!! Everyone is like 200 lbs and up in my family except for like 2 people...and me but im still a fat ass. But yeah like it could just be like someone getting an award, my whole family (well the closes parts) will get together and eat!!! I f***ing hate that. Such fatasses god! Stay strong love!!Mr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-05-01 14:58:52

dangit. happiness! and dangit again. Yesssss! We WILL get our control back!!! We can do it!!!! Stay strong girly! Help me and I'll help you! Love ya!Mr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-04-30 14:46:32

dangit. happiness! and dangit again. hah ...this entry reminded me of myself today. Just wanting to eat but i didnt and im not gonna write about it cause then ill think about it. Hope the rest of your day went well. Lots of my other mydeardiary buddies seems to be flaking off on me your the only one whos still writing. Thanks cause I read keeps me motivated. Stay Strong
[secretwords]
2008-04-29 21:53:46

dangit. happiness! and dangit again. if ur good @ track ur probably skinny enough already.[destinylopez430] 2008-04-29 21:28:34

bleh. Yay! you purged cool. Haha yeah I gues we all forgot to tell you that one little detail about how time reluctant it is lololol I know it like takes me 45 minutes lol crazy crazy Stay strong! Mr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-04-29 15:18:15

bleh. i fee you in the purging ... i hate it. i would rather starve for three days strait after a binge then purge. your so motivated with track. im lazy. stay strong
[secretwords]
2008-04-29 10:10:56

obsessed...geez. rambling...as always! one more comment. I am watching Survivor right now and i know that show is super over played but... The girls on it are so lucky becaused they are forced into perfection. Lots of working out, sun, and little food. They all have super skinny bodys and its so natural. It reminded me of your camping trip with you friend. Hah Have a good one
[secretwords]
2008-04-27 17:03:35

OMG! happiness! ^_^ Awesome pics. I just started a diary and i found you. I love colorado i might move there some day. 
[secretwords]
2008-04-27 16:55:00

OMG! happiness! ^_^ what have you got written on your wrist?
xxxx[iwantperfection]
2008-04-26 14:38:26

good and bad day? starving is so addictive... yah im real nervous about the whole russian thing but i HAVE TO forget about otherwise im gonna be stressing for like a whooole week haha
ahhh i realy wanna see your ana bracelet!!! :):):)
dont worry i burst into tears all the time because i can handle things physically or people piss me off, eventually it will make us stronger (Y)
taking up yoga is the best decision ive made in a looooooong time so if you do it i'll be happy for you :)
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx[iwantperfection]
2008-04-26 03:14:54

obsessed...geez. rambling...as always! haha thanks for the comment girl!!! Stay strong!Mr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-04-25 17:33:49

obsessed...geez. rambling...as always!

im doin' just fiiiiiiine thanks :)

look forward to seieng your bracelet!!!:D

xxxxxxxxx

[iwantperfection]
2008-04-25 15:48:30

warning:i have a lot to say right now...lol Awesome! I hope I start losing weight too soon! I need to exercise more!![JuicyGirl] 2008-04-24 00:21:18

haha bitching about the fat...what else?

whats so bad about peanut butter? isit full of fat? i dunno lol i dunt like it so wont touch it but was wondering whats so bad! lol

stay strong hun =] you will be thin!!!!!

-Wipemytears-
.Ox

[wipemytears]
2008-04-23 10:18:27

haha bitching about the fat...what else? Yeah peanut butter sucks ass! 1600?? Girly you have got to stay strong! Me too though. Love ya! Mr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-04-23 09:36:26

Ana's back! (and i'm happy?!)+long ramble+ thinspo ANA'S BACK????? CRAP!!!!!!!  That's not a good thing.  Listen to me!  Don't listen to Ana.  SHe may seem like all you have but she's not!  SHe's nothing!  You loose everything with her!  Please just eat normally![Natash] 2008-04-22 15:05:00

friends are not when they force u to eat. thinspo!

love the thinspo. nicole kidman is amazing [have you seen her lately, wow sh'e tiny]. cameron diaz is a little big to be my thispo[lol, she's smaller then me, btu not small enough,ya know.]

good luck with losing.

stay strong starve on-fadingobsession

p.s.i've aded you to my faves.

[fadingobsession]
2008-04-22 11:26:25

Ana's back! (and i'm happy?!)+long ramble+ thinspo Im sooooo glad Ana's back! I need ana back like ASAP! I mean I don't eat or I purge because I know im a fat lard and I should but Ana never talks to me anaymore and Im afraid she's fading away!! I'll die with out Ana/Mia, I need them and love them! Glad your back on track though. I love the lady with the small waist! Her waist is now 15inches! She's been wearing corsets for the longest time and each time she buys one smaller and smaller and BAM! Her waist is 15 inches lol Love ya! Stay strong!!![SecretObsession108] 2008-04-22 10:22:22

friends are not when they force u to eat. thinspo! Thanks so much for the comment! Lovely thinspo just wish they were thinner. Love you girly stay strong!!!Mr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-04-21 14:46:36

friends are not when they force u to eat. thinspo!

im glad i could inspire you :D

and im glad your eating abit more!!

-wipemytears-
.Ox

[wipemytears]
2008-04-20 11:33:37

wow. i'm in a really good mood! RAMBLING Good luck girly! Stay strong!Mr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-04-13 20:50:04

rambling... Good luck with eating healthy girly! Stay strong! Mr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-04-12 15:57:48

friends...ug. i'm sick of binging too. geez. fatty Awww well im your friend and I haven't changed at all! I mean I have my days/episodes (think im bipolar) But I always seem to bounce back! Stay strong doll! I need to concentrate on getting thin too even though I lost two pounds in one day thats not good enough. We can do it together, keep each other strong! Mr. Green [SecretObsession108] 2008-04-11 15:22:46

spring break is over...sadface. Stay strong! I hate that sprig break it over too. Evil or Very Mad Razz[SecretObsession108] 2008-03-31 15:55:07

fed up with myself. Thanks so much for the comment! Yes, WE WILL BE THIN! Mr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-03-28 17:48:46

fed up with myself. stay strong ;)[iwantperfection] 2008-03-28 08:13:33

when will this end? geez. HERE AND NOW. Stay Strong babydoll!!!!!Cool[SecretObsession108] 2008-03-27 16:39:04

Edit: (no longer)quick update... Awwww im sorry about your fast but don't feel bad because I f***ed up tooo![SecretObsession108] 2008-03-26 00:51:35

quick update...fasting. thats crazy you slept til 3:45 but awesome that you are fasting!!! :D [humdinger] 2008-03-24 20:16:44

f***...lol self-pep talk. god i hate holidays... Awesome! Glad your joining me! And I only take laxatives when I don't have a good purge and I ate alot, so don't worry, because I don't take them on a regular basis. Thanks for your concern though. Razz[SecretObsession108] 2008-03-24 17:38:35

f***...lol self-pep talk. god i hate holidays... you might be suffering from what i had last year called a binge disorder.you keep eating and eating because its the only thing that makes you happy pluss you're always hungry and never full.[iwantperfection] 2008-03-24 04:52:40

f***...lol self-pep talk. god i hate holidays... Damn Im so siked because of that little speech! Im fasting tomorrow too! I've been eating alot too and not purging an dI feel horrible! We can fast together if you'd like! We can do it girly! Stay strong! Ana loves you.Razz[SecretObsession108] 2008-03-23 22:50:04

EDIT:i hate it..so disgusting...no self control... aww thankyou :) xxx [iwantperfection] 2008-03-23 15:53:26

EDIT:i hate it..so disgusting...no self control...

Thankyou for your comment :)

I think both of the pictures are disgusting tbh.

139 is not fat!
and that food sounds real tasty haha :D

xx

[ilovex]
2008-03-23 13:31:58

edit:ug...fat. i hate friends...birthday sucked...

thankyou good luck to you to im sure ur doing great! :D

and dw my birthday will b absolutely sh*te coz my dads not even comin to see me (read my diary as i cba 2 explain) so i'll b stuck at home with  my mum as most of my friends r away on holiday, n she wants to buy me a 'chinese' as a treat!HA!i always dread my bday coz its always awkward but hopefully this year will b a thinner bday so i dnt hav to sleep thru it haha :P

stay strong starve one :D

x

[iwantperfection]
2008-03-22 05:01:32

edit:RAMBLE about random crap...spring break!

i used to be ana.. still can be, sometimes. i guess it's not completely gone.. if she ever will be. but i managed to get as far as i have with God.. so reading that you listened to Him like that was just, wow, awesome, and inspiring.. because i can see you're so strong and that you can overcome this ED, if you want to. I've said a prayer for you. And happy late birthday ! :D



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-21 22:47:57

edit:RAMBLE about random crap...spring break!

Hey there,

How are u doing hon?  I love what you said, about Him wanting you to eat, I am glad you listened.  It is easy for us to let things get ahead of Him and that isn't good.  I also am a Christian and go to a private Catholic college.

Trinity 

[misplacedmandy]
2008-03-21 00:33:10

edit:RAMBLE about random crap...spring break!

haha is evryone blind to the prominent fat on my tummy?

haha thankyou anyway

i think ive already added you :)

[iwantperfection]
2008-03-20 13:17:24

N/A haha are you refurring to me when you say obsessing over their boyfriend???? haha ohwell Good with the purging!  Mia's a tough girl you gotta know your game plan before you hag with her! But she's happy with you because you purged in general! Ana will be with you if you think and call on her while your near food! Mr. GreenMr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green Stay strong![SecretObsession108] 2008-03-18 21:40:51

N/A

Thanks, I really like some of the art too.  Wish I had talent in art but my only "artistic" talent is in writing... poetry.  Please try not to purge, it is so bad for you...

HUGS

Trinity

[misplacedmandy]
2008-03-17 19:57:05

meow...random crap, TRACK MEET howdy!! i am glad u liked my video!! i love it to LOL good job at the tack meet!!!

Zaria~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-03-13 22:34:12

letters from Ana(lol peanutbutter freakout)thinspo WOW great entry!!!! very modivating!!!! thanx i really needed this!!!!!!!

Z~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-03-13 21:32:13

craziness...rambling again. So AWESOME your lossing weight!!!!!!!!!!! Keep up the good work!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zaria~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-03-13 21:25:44

stupid random ramblings...and some thinspo hey i love the pics. sorry i havent commented i got way behind of reading entries. so iam reading them now. sorry

Z~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-03-13 21:23:17

ramblings about my boring, uneventful life...

Hahaha lol God I love your sense of humor!!!! lololololol Stay strong girl! And here's a tip that helps me when I fast....Don't think about you fasting! lol Pretty obvious but really it works, if you find yourself thinking of fasting clear your mind!!!!! Good luck Ms. Boytoy lolWink Mr. GreenMr. GreenMr. Green

[SecretObsession108]
2008-03-13 15:06:44

ramblings about my boring, uneventful life... i was going to say just keep drinking water! i am sure your body is just holding on right now, keep going though once you get past this the lbs will be flying off :) [humdinger] 2008-03-12 21:51:48

meow...random crap, TRACK MEET Thanks! People like you help me stay strong! I love you guys!...well most of you lol Razz hahaha my boytoy huh? lol I like that, im gonna call him that for now on! lol And I don't get to talk to him or see him alot because 1. he's living with his friend and I don't have the number to that house 2. He's a work-a-holic plus he's in college full time and 3. he lives an hour and some minutes away! So that pretty much sucks! And I hate it but in a few years it wont be like that because im gonna move with him...if he has his own house by then you know, because I can't play with my boytoy with people ease dropping lololololCoolCoolCoolCoolCoolCool[SecretObsession108] 2008-03-12 14:59:40

good day/ nervous for track!!! good luck on your track meet!![humdinger] 2008-03-10 20:45:09

EDIT:/what else/thinspo Stay strong huney!!!!!!Mr. Green Hang in there![SecretObsession108] 2008-03-09 21:00:28

yay! feeling accomplished...for once. This is worrying. How much do you weigh? 20 calories is extreme...
[NoMoreCookies]
2008-03-09 05:41:52

STRESS of doom i hate school. and food. its stupid Primes? Nope never heard of it! But I probably have with out noticing!Mr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-03-08 02:10:16

HUMMAS! well with the 330 calories burned it was like you only ate 330 calories!! so thats awesome :D [humdinger] 2008-03-07 15:47:40

monthly measurements/photos...i feel like sharing. great progress!!!!!!!!! keep going!!!!!!!!

Zaria~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-03-03 01:06:48

gotta lose it...thinspo! Happy Early Birthday!!!!!!!!! The big 18!!!! wooohoooo!!!!! Every one asked me, you feel any different? My response was: "nope" I turned 18 last November. And super good luck losing the weight I know you can do it!!! and running track is awesome!!! I need a running buddy beacuse I hate running by myself. and I so love the Pictures!!!!

Zaria~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-03-02 17:15:18

RANDOM and updates...nothin to special.  
hello

Zaria~
[skinnyzaria]
2008-02-28 05:25:12

RANDOM and updates...nothin to special. It doesn't really matter if he's overweight. The thing that really matters is that he's willing to acknowledge that things were wrong before and because of that, he changed himself and his life voluntarily, just for you. I think this in itself deserves some kind of response, even if it is just to say that you appreciate what he's done but that you've moved on with your life and that he should really do the same. After all, it's taken him alot of courage to do what he's done. And I'd say quite possibly a heart full of love, too. Think about it okay? Hope this helped xx.[TransparentBeauty] 2008-02-26 02:11:37

feeling GREAT! 3rd day of track, food, etc...

I sed to do track at school - I loved it! Now though I'm not allowed to get my heart rate up cos it causes a seizure! Bloody things!!!!! Anyway, you're doing great! Well done!!!!

Thanks for your comment on my page by the way, you talk alot of sense. Have added you to my faves xx.

[TransparentBeauty]
2008-02-22 11:12:13

feeling GREAT! 3rd day of track, food, etc...

Ooh okay. Yeah i knew that on photobucket if you type that in it will give you the pictures of super skinny beautiful girls but i didn't know that's what it ment. So it just means skinny pretty girls? that work for me.

I want to be a thinspo. Im soooo gonna loose like 100lbs before high school! So excited

[TheAbbyProject]
2008-02-22 01:54:39

feelin good! track...etc, and happiness If you MUST know im 5'1[SecretObsession108] 2008-02-21 15:09:41

feelin good! track...etc, and happiness

Ahhhh no fare track starts in april for me! And i can't wait for it either! Im going to try out for high jump and hurdles whick im pretty confident at the Hurdles but idk about high jump. but it is sUPER fun for me so im just going try my best.

What a thinspo?

[TheAbbyProject]
2008-02-20 22:07:12

FAT fatty FAT FAT....fat. im so sorry u feel that way....the way i see it valentines day is an exception....ive come to call it anti-diet day. so smile. have fun. eat candy.
luv,
Kajia[soulsearcher]
2008-02-14 21:08:31

so many ups and downs...(right now its a total up)

Gasp!ShockedShockedShockedShockedShockedMr. Green

[SecretObsession108]
2008-02-11 15:44:37

edit:dont feel like wrting much, pics. you seem to be losing the weight quickly


[Sxybree0925]
2008-02-03 00:44:32

edit:dont feel like wrting much, pics. lol my friend got some for me because her friend works at walgreens, so they're really cheap... if you're under 18 its probably best not to get started on them anyways...heart problems and all that other fun jazz. it just does a hell of a lot with water weight... as i said earlier, 150-152-155-153...its annoying.
[vampiricsyrren]
2008-02-02 22:15:39

edit:dont feel like wrting much, pics.

Zantrex 3 Seems gurd. IsIt Working? I Want It Lol I Dunt No How To Get Them tho =/

xXx

[wipemytears]
2008-02-02 03:51:24

ok wow i love/hate waterweight! poemthinspo+update Wow, those laides are borderline starving Ethopians....
[Burp_a_Saurus]
2008-01-31 00:03:49

updates! zantrex 3, chris, purest feeling <3 i'm not sure if it works yet, its only my second day...i hope so. it kinda makes you feel sick in the mornings though. (what better reason to not eat as much?!)
[vampiricsyrren]
2008-01-30 17:15:51

updates! zantrex 3, chris, purest feeling <3 hey just a quick question does zantrex actually work? i mean diet pills are known to be just fake...i was looking in to taking diet pill too..[palwasha] 2008-01-30 02:35:48

bye bye binge! and update on stuff w/ chris Yum! Smothies!Razz  Good with losing two pounds in a day! Mr. Green Thats about all I can say, the chris thing im not totally caught up, have to go read a few pages in your diary I skippedRolling Eyes lol[SecretObsession108] 2008-01-23 07:27:29

starting liquid fast tomorrow: any ideas? AAAAAH! SODA= SATAN!
lol. ya, i havent had soda in a LOOONG time (except 2 small sips last night ^_^) and certainly not diet...that crap is so bad for you!^_^

[vampiricsyrren]
2008-01-21 21:08:15

starting liquid fast tomorrow: any ideas? thanks for the feedback.
ya, i know they can be bad if you do them in excess. hence why i'm only doing it for 5-7 days, and this is my first. i definitely wouldn't do one more than once every 3 months or probably more. and its not so much a "liquid diet" as just a detox/ rest the digestive system/ fast. eh. thanks tho.

[vampiricsyrren]
2008-01-21 21:05:41

starting liquid fast tomorrow: any ideas? I say you do what ever is less calories! And don't drink soda! Thats a major NO NO!  Good luckMr. Green[SecretObsession108] 2008-01-21 21:05:19

starting liquid fast tomorrow: any ideas? I used to do liquid diets too. That's why my body is so messed up and why I'll have these medical problems and be ill for the rest of my life. Do you really wanna end up like me??? The best and healthiest way to lose weight without wrecking your body is by eating healthy foods and often and by exercising. xxx[SkAbUs SuNsHiNe 2] 2008-01-21 19:18:35

poor chris...i'm sorry.

ya,
i kinda wish i had brought something up about it tonight, but i kinda wanted to
give it another chance. i feel really bad because he was saying how he was really
wanting to kiss me and stuff, and idk...ag. it kills me to have to do this to
him, but better sooner than later. thanks for the comment ^_^




[vampiricsyrren]
2008-01-21 03:08:45

falling apart...friends...chris...ana...THINSPO Oh no! Thats a whole lot of calories! I'd purge it now if I were you! Food is the enimie!!!!Twisted EvilTwisted EvilTwisted Evil Here maybe this will help you stay on track http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lA-QQSsULQ Good luck! Adding you to my favs! Check out my diary when you have time and i'll return the favorMr. Green Awesome thinspo by the way! They are sooo thin I want to be like that![SecretObsession108] 2008-01-20 00:24:02

falling apart...friends...chris...ana...THINSPO nice pics. good luck fasting. i have been eating and i am hoping i can be strong and fast for a few days.

Z~

[skinnyzaria]
2008-01-20 00:19:40

kill me now...and zantrex 3? and thinspo!

Heyy,,

Wat Is Zantrax 3??

And I Like Thet Thinspo!! lol There So Pretty Id Give Anything To Look Like Thet Crying or Very sad

lol

Anyway Can You Let Me No Wat It Is Please Mr. Green

Much Love

xXx

[wipemytears]
2008-01-19 11:52:54

edit:i want to cry...i need more control!

you entry explains your comments...dear, I don't think my tactic will fit every women, but I have banged quite a lot myself using different variations of that one. HOWEVER, I have never done fat girls (yikes) so I guess it does not work with them.

I like the pics posted, but I think you should check with a health professional (i.e. dietist) and consult your eating plan.

[lenahan2]
2008-01-18 00:36:59

edit:i want to cry...i need more control! one more thing
carbs and calories aren't BAD. thats what gives you energy. the carbs in whole wheats are energy carbs, not the kind of carbs that turn to fat. sugar in fruit and vegitables isn't bad for you at all, but if you drink too much fruit juice it can put extra on you. always go for the 100% juice.

[goodday34]
2008-01-17 22:15:06

edit:i want to cry...i need more control! i'm an extreame health freak, lol.
but the way you're dieting, no wonder you're feeling out of control.

here is the basics-

eat a small amount of sugar a day
eat a breakfast a small snack, light lunch, a small snack, and a dinner. it makes your metabolism run faster. and when i mean light snack i mean fruit or maybe some kind of cereal bar.
eat whole wheats, VERY sparingly eat white bread.
if you can, eat chicken instead of beef or pork, or buy the lean beef and pork.
don't eat three hours before bed
exercise!!!!! most important thing. running especially.

i lost 40 pounds doing this.

[goodday34]
2008-01-17 22:11:41

i want to cry...i feel fat now. thats alot?!? u shouldnt feel fat. and its not just about the calories. just eat healthy and excercise and dontl ike starve urself:) just cut back on soda, candy ect. :)[WintersFire] 2008-01-11 18:30:10

Edit:randomness, and some thinspo pics

Hey there babe, I'm glad you're still being positive and that you're getting on well with your mate again. Please Chris called you too, 4 days is a long time to wait!

Hope you find a new job soon my dear.

The thinspo pics are gorgeous!

[TransparentBeauty]
2008-01-10 22:16:59

Edit:randomness, and some thinspo pics hey thanks 4 the comment!!i wrote a new entry!
[bubblylele]
2008-01-10 18:33:05

Edit:randomness, and some thinspo pics

MMMMMM... i love me some thinspo...

:)

[sadnessconsumes]
2008-01-10 17:16:25

upton sinclair-the jungle (from chpt 14) HEY HEY THNKS FOR THE LOVE. WEL I AM GLAD.. U LIKE IT. I NO ITS HARD LOVIN SOMEONE ..WAIT HE LEFT FOR `10 DAYS THATS ALOT[1sexylatina018] 2008-01-09 20:59:36

my thoughts:teen pregnancy+mia...(and my randoms.)

Hi, I'm new to the site. Just wanted to say i enjoyed reading your post and can say i totally agree on the pregnancy thing. Loving the thinspie pics, especially that last one. God I wish I could look like that! Good luck with the boyfriend/friend time management thing, it's like navigating through a minefield ent it???? :)

[TransparentBeauty]
2008-01-09 19:52:10

fun night with chris!!!/ bad day for eating... eh. thats ok...its really just me going on about nothing at the moment. i'm still kinda figuring out how i'm gonna work it on here.
[vampiricsyrren]
2008-01-05 03:18:50

fun night with chris!!!/ bad day for eating... sorry this was far too long and honestly could not read the whole thing.[MuerteHermosa] 2008-01-05 03:09:12


 
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